march 13, 2006 :: 2:56 PM

and so. i hardly talk to a anymore. but i still think about him a lot. i cry when i hear lots of songs, lots of commercials, see girls my age at the store with their babies. and husbands.

n told me he was going to propose to his gf. and surprisingly i felt ok about it. but then she broke up with him. he is broken hearted and i feel like again, i know how he feels. i always know how he feels.

i have been dating m. but he is working so so much that is kinda doesnt seem like it. he is nice and fun and sweet...but...i dont know...